Emotions.

What is love? I asked myself. I don't know at all.
From my devotions during a youth camp comm meeting on Saturday, we learned about love.
Love is not about what you feel but what you do.
'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.'
'Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.' -1 Corinthians 13: 4-8.

This is not what love is to many of us. Because, we don't fulfill what had been typed above. We think that it only consists of, trust, faith, care, concern and companionship. I guess, that's why no one is ever perfect. People make mistakes. Dumb ones, careless ones etc. No couple is able to go through a relationship without problems. There are always obstacles along this road, but to stay strong, both of them have to stay by each other, always there for each other, and go through everything together. Never give up. If you give up just like that, there are two possible situations.
1. Lack of experience in relationships.
-Can't handle problems at all.
-Give up easily.
-You're a loser.
-You are not understanding AT ALL.
-You are selfish.

2. Tired, weary, sick of everything.
-You've suffered too many broken relationships.
-You're sick and tired of giving in.
-You can't hold it in anymore.
-You've been so betrayed.
-You.... just don't wanna feel so sad. Anymore.

But there are people who are like those in situation 2. But they continue the relationship! Why? Because they believe in their relationship, they feel that it's worth another chance. They think that it shouldn't end like that, it would be such a pity.

Being too soft-hearted, there are good and bad points.
Good: You get past all your troubles easily, forgiving, easy-going.
Bad: You just keep everything to yourself and until one day, everything explodes.

Being too hard-hearted, there are good and bad points too.
Good: Both sides would treasure each other, won't take advantage.
Bad: It may just be too controlling and both ends up breaking up.

I'm so tired of keeping things and yes, i've exploded already. I have no idea what is going to happen. 5 mins more, it's gonna be 5th month. Sigh. Goodbye.
I've done a stupid post. If you had read up to here, thanks.

But I guess, for this love, I.. won't give up, so easily.